She left.
I just wish that it wasn't true.Just another bad dream of my.But indeed it was.
I woke up receiving a call that I would never want to pick.I refused to believe what was being said and insistingly wouldn't want to register.I was being so stubborn that I shut my mind to blank.
So I did pass over the news till then I realise that it was real pain to swallow.
It was then I knew she's gone.Grieving.
I was too numb to think of anything else but her.
All I knew then that I didn't regret that I had her hug for the very last time when I had the chance to and knowing she was always there when I miss her.But now....
She was pass border when happened which the reason being I didn't when for the last respect(Which I want to,really)as I would be way so grief-stricken to the funeral and the sorrowful atmosphere.And also having to see her and to accept the fact that she's leaving forever.
I visited my aunt's place and spent the day with my couz and also visited her room where she used to stay.It's so peaceful just the way she left.
I grew up practically with her love,care and guidance and also for her family which would greatly feel her lost.
I wish I could be able thank her heartedly.
I miss you grandma,always will and thank you.
Al-Fateha.....
