"Dear Yana
I just wish that you can read this.
I don't know either you have to work or you are force to work.
I really think you don't deserve this kind of treatment from them.
You never deserve to be called stupid.
How I wish if I could defend you.And just tell the dogs to fuck off.
How can I just give you the courage to tell them I'm done now.
I really hope you find a better environment and place to be comfortable with,soon.
And not treating you like some kind of an animal.
Which I really know that you are willing to but you are too scared to.
I really hope that I can help you in which you have to help yourself first.
Please just leave that place."
I was so long in my comfort zone till I was new again.I realise that when you are up there you expect everything to be up there too.When I am from zero,I remember my roots.Learning takes mistakes.Mistakes is learning.Mistakes doesn't equals stupid.They are fucking wrong.Real wrong.It's judgement.Looks doesn't count it's where the heart wants it.
