Attached.I hate it when I'm too attached to someone and drown too quickly when they astray or away. Changes is a bitch. Bitches are dogs. The only thing now is for you to pull back. Come back while it last before bitches taking over for a better.

I RATHER YOU NOT KNOWING THE STORY OF MY LIFE AND SHITS I'VE BEEN THROUGH.

Beautiful MESS 

Damn It True= You derserve to be loved the right way,and for the right reasons.

The make up for absence was sweet.It feel we've been gone for long ,very excited for the meet up in a way it's akward.
But my skin was thicken by the influnces of alcohol to face those butterflies in the stomuch kind of moments.

The question is, does it goes vice versa or am I having to clap with a hand.
Because I'm all ready if it's a rebound  as I'm able to walk steps up in my path.
I'm clueless as there's no hidden hints.
Ooh...I forget as i stated previously...*if you feel it or you don't just pretend.Pretend you have it or you don't.It's for all sake.


As no soul able to provide me answers but just to take a dart bullet for a guess,I'm very tired for all this.For this games consists of hearts and a consicous senses of feelings.

I need somebody to stop me.Stop all This.

*Sunrise Bear2
I miss him into pieces.=(


Life moves on people come and go creating candies memories,good or bad, happy or sad .Thanking god that you are breathing for another chance another day to amend things to make us a stronger,better person day by day.

"
I'm not on my grounds,lately.It's bad.
It's those colourful butterflies, those purity clouds.
Probably I like you for you.You for those positive rainbow energy around.You for the person you are.
I don't mean deep.It's an admiration.

But it's too complicated.
Complicated in a way nothing can be done.
But only to compose myself as not to affect other.Others with feelings,other with senses,others with hearts.

I miss you.

If I knew it's way too difficult it would have been to an eye to eye and to speak from a sincere heart and to  receive by a well deserving ears all the way through the heart.
Not through unforeseen responses from one self of an up to date technology.

Be it he show it or not,she knew it and yes, the rest I leave it up to us to think and act as a mature individuals.
"


I cherish for what I have now for,all the thing I own ,all the people around .I don't ask for more.I thank god for that.

nydiah is being shared by three names.
but i'm the first to own it.

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